So, last week I wrote a rant about RSVPs and my frustrations with our experience. I totally went off and said a lot of really mean things. I thought I had made it clear in my post that I was not angry at any one person or group of people in particular – however, I realized this week that I did not and made a lot of people I care about very, very angry.
And for that I am truly sorry.
I could try to explain my writing choices, I could talk about my emotional state, I could share everything that’s been happening that I don’t talk about to other people, I could plea exhaustion. But none of those things are an excuse for my choice. I chose to write a post and not sleep on it. I chose to make it live for the world to see. In doing so, I ultimately hurt and embarrassed people that mean the world to me. And I disappointed The Boy – which was the worst was feeling ever.
I have been able to apologize to a few people in person but I felt that it was important to share my poor choice and humble myself here – where it all started. I am truly sorry if I hurt anyone. I am very upset that people I care about had to feel so badly.
I am truly sorry.
To end things on a lighter note, here are some pictures of cute cats: